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* * *
it was once upon a time
or in a time yet to come
a girl
with wings of gauze
and sand in her hair
shell colored nails
and lips pink as bubblegum
she would lay in the tall grass
sun dappled skin
taking in the sweet smells
of summer
of love
of freedom
waiting for her
the one that makes
the ground tremble
her heart stutter
time stop
* * *
* * *
in the past two months
i realized alot

i am happier than i have ever been

i took alot for granted

i went about things all the wrong way

and now everything is the way it should be

and the things that i hated

the person i hated

i kinda wish i could thank her

as weird as it seems

because she is the one who made it clear to us both

she opened our eyes

and now we see what was sitting in front of us all along

so thanks

* * *
saturday:
10-3 nashua sports collectibles
5-10 aunts birthday

sunday:
shopping
relaxing
CLEANING!!! (thinking maybe its time to unpack my new room)

monday:
630-9 bicentennial
11-2 nashua sports
215-6 dr. crisp

tuesday:
630-9 bicentennial
11-2 nashua sports
215-6 dr. crisp

wednesday:
630-9 bicentennial
10-2 nashua sports
215-6 dr.crisp

thursday:
630-9 bicenhell
xmas shopping
215-6 dr. crisp

friday:
630-9 hellentennial
packing up
100 driving to VT
staying the weekend and bringing home stuff ly rae doesnt need



i miss these two!





* * *
ly and i didnt make it to turkey bowl :(
but we still had a good morning any way :)

went to quincy
then to dorchester

home now...
ly wont be home till saturday
just in time for the holiday stroll

and everyone has to come to my dads store to visit us since we will be working pretty much all night there.

135 main st!!!

k bed time, gonna attempt the sales tomorrow

nite <33333

* * *
I just gave myself the shivers
And that's what you get when you think about her
And I just gave myself the shivers
And that's what you get, that's what you get

With that facade
You can do no wrong
Many will enter but few will win
So please be sure to read the fine print

The arch in your eyebrows
Can tell the truth
Just imagine what your back can do
And the dance floor where I do my best
Is your, your mattress






good weekend...
rough at first
but once she heard me, we worked things out.

and they turned out MUCH better than i could have imagined...
so much better


so this is my conclusion:

in the end
im the one she is with
the one she truly loves
the one she calls
comes home to at night
sleeps with
leans on
and is planning a life with
so i really should'nt get worked up about something/someone
who isnt a threat... not in the slightest bit...




Current Mood:
amused amused
Current Music:
c.i.w.w.a.f - curse of curves
* * *
in VT
packing and waiting for ly to come back from running
then we are going to montpelier
i'll be back late tonight
patriots game tomorrow.
it should be amazing
but cold.
don't really want to leave here tho.
but she will be home in like 6 days anyway, haha
we worked alot out this weekend
im glad i came

??whos going to the turkey bowl??

ly and i will be there so call one of us so we can meet up/ or leave a comment
xoxo <3

Current Location:
norwich-northfeild-vermont
Current Mood:
bored bored
Current Music:
mae - the sun and moon
* * *
im in a bitchy mood
goddess... i alomost smacked a girl i work with today
she's this dumb bitch who wants to do my job apparently
fuck, i should let her, i will still be the one getting payed more
haha
so, this week:


sat. cpr training 9-3
sun. family pictures in burlington


mon. work 630-9
interview at xmas tree shop 10 :( boring
work 2-6
tue. DAY OFF!!! no work for elections
wed. work
thr. work 2-6
to vt!
sex sex sex
fri. vt with ly
montpelier
sex
sat. vt with ly
sex
drive home around 8 or 9
sun. PATRIOTS GAME!!! TAILGAITING!!! BEER!!! HOT CHOC.!!!! WHISKEY!!! THEY
ARE SO GONNA WIN!!!
Current Mood:
considering, fucking amazing
Current Music:
cute is what we aim for - curse of curves
* * *
good good great weekend! except for the ride back up to vt sunday night. omg, it was snowing! hate snow... unless its a pretty flurry that lasts like 30 minutes... anyway

i want to have a party
in my new apartment

so... everyone needs to let me know when they are home for winter break!!!

i'll post something on myspace in a few days too.

love love you

p.s nashua public schools = no school next tuesday or friday! so excited that means i get to spend an extra long weekend with l-rae :) btw-> 28 days = 3 yrs

Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
Current Music:
metric - succexy
* * *
i have an amazing weekend coming up!

listening to ollldddd music.
LOVE this song

its 16 miles, to the promise land
and I promise you, I'm doing the best I can


i visit these
mountains with frequency
and i stand here with my arms out
now somedays they'll last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast

and if you want me
you better speak up i won't wait
so you better, move fast

don't fool yourself
in thinking you're more than you are
with your arms outstretched to me


and if you want me, you better speak up i wont wait
so you better move fast

Current Mood:
excited excited
Current Music:
cute is what we aim for
* * *





Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
Everything around her is a silver pool of light
People who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me


And I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
And you can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on a wire

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
She makes me feel like I could be a tower
Big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see yeah yeah

Suddenly I see
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see yeah yeah

Suddenly I see
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me


Suddenly I see
Why the hell it means so much to me
* * *
i love the way you:

smell
feel
look
taste
sound
touch me


when the night is ours.




crazy weekend:


unpacking
sex
unpacking
family
lyra
sex
unpacking
driving
sex
sleeping
sex
driving
more unpacking
and now im updating.





the best way to wake up, is with the one you love, already slipping inside you.

Current Mood:
hot hot
Current Music:
kelis - im bossy
* * *
my girl is home for the weekend
after two loooonnngggg weeks...

how much sex do you think we can fit into one weekend?

p.s i'm moving this weekend... into the cutest apartment

p.p.s i will be angry if you dont come to visit me in it next week!

p.p.p.s love you

p.p.p.p.s comments making plans to come visit are wanted, no needed. actually they are demanded!

Current Location:
my dads store
Current Mood:
hungry hungry
Current Music:
dashboard confessional
* * *
New icon. I found the pic. on my old computer. Haha it’s from when I turned 18 and my family took me out to dinner and ly came with us. And I remember my mom telling lyra to dress in normal clothes. Haha, and I picked her up and she was all dressed up, well compared to her normal attire.



I can’t wait for this week to go by. I’m picking up lyra Friday after her classes are done and bringing her home. And this week is midterms. But my school is fantastic and my business teacher is giving us a take-home test. My psych professor is letting us use our notes and books, so easy A’s.



So my dad and I are moving on Thursday the 12th, so if anyone wants to come join!!!!!!! there is free pizza involved at lunch time. And the week after that I want to party… so call me



Tegan and Sarah

Creep up and tell me that you

You love me more each time you

Look into my eyes I feel like

I know you don't mean to be mean

I'm sure you know the same for me

When you creep up and tell me

Darling

It breaks my heart each time you

Darling

You break my heart each time you

You slip your hands inside my pockets

Tell me nothing else would do

Without me you can't live and

You slip your heart into my chest

They both become one of the strongest pairs

When strangers come

And darling

This thing that breaks my heart and

Darling

You break my heart each time you

Darling

This thing that breaks my heart and

Darling

You break my heart each time you

Current Music:
tegan and sara - i know i know i know
* * *
all around nice weekend
picked up ly friday
packed up my house and had a yard sale all weekend
betty bought my bowling ball!!!
haha, umm ly and i left at 100 last night and headed back to vt, and got there at 330 haha
sooo, no class for me today, i slept in and then she made me go to her bio class with her.
so boring. so glad i dont go to a huge school like that
ummm... so, having another moving sale next weekend come visit!!!

"Stuck To You"

Holding my breath
For a whole month
If I held your breath
At least we would touch

Keeping from you
Keeps me from sleep
It's just this bad beat
That I just can keep

Oh girl, it's true
I can never be away from you
It's like you gloss your lips with glue
Oh we kiss and I am stuck to you

My hearts on the floor
My feet feel like lead
I'd quit the tour
But I'm already dead

Our only connection is synthetically
We show our affection electronically

Oh girl, it's true
I can never be away from you
It's like you gloss your lips with glue
Oh we kiss and I am stuck to you

We lock lips and throw the key out
till it slips that
I must leave town
Our love reaches
Across oceans
To your beaches
Lonely notions

Oh girl, it's true
I can never be away from you
It's like you gloss your lips with glue
Oh we kiss and I am stuck to you

Current Mood:
loved loved
* * *
long day

hmmm... my weekend:

friday
*work
*drive to vermont
*wait an hr for ly to get dressed
*dinner at julio's, the only mexican rst. in vt.
*partyyyy
*bed bed bed, kinda
saturday
*drive back to nashua
*i dont recall actually... well it was with ly anyhow...
*slept at her house
sunday
*breakfast with her
*went home! first time in awhile
*met my cousin latavia for her birthday
*back to lys house, and got ready for going back to vt.
*shopped for wrk
* 2 hrs back to vt
*sleeeeeepppppp
Monday
* got up LATE
*breakfast at lys school :( interesting
*drove home
*work work work
*home again

wow my life is just fanfuckingtastic
think im going to pass out soon

is it possible to miss someone when you just left them?

* * *
went up to norwich yesterday to visit. it was fun. i got to meet people on ly's team, and friends and stuff. we spent the day in montpelier. best place in the world. we walked for hours looking in shops. and they have the cutest cafes. and this place called rhapsody. its a vegetarian buffet. haha its heaven. if it wasnt so... in the middle of nowhere, i could see us living there. it's a good place to start a life. spent the night in her room, her roomates where nice enough to leave us be, haha. waking up to country music wasnt a good way to start the day tho. alright. going to sleep love you all
Current Mood:
drained drained
Current Music:
hellogoodbye - here in your arms
* * *
ok, so:

my life:

+'s

*lyra and i are back on track, things are better than ever
*promotion at work, now a site director and getting 10.25 an hour, much better than b4
*classes at hesser = so easy

-'s

*bills bills bills
*ly ly leaves on wed for college
*her college is 2 hours away
*i owe lots of money

so yeah, thats what is going on... how may of my friends still use this? is it worth it to keep on posting?

comment and let me know, or im leaving you for myspace permantly!

Current Mood:
awake awake
* * *
so
it's been awhile
and im finding myself with nothing to say
matbe later something will come to me
* * *
ive fallen

into that place

where trees whisper

secrets so cold

there are scratches on your face

and your drifting in and out

someone catch me now

blood dirt streams

sprawled across your cheeks

goddess

have mercy on me

i'm drowning in myself

clawing for the top

in my personal hell

ice beneath my nails

trapped by my own faults

i will never know

forever

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